Getting personal, life happened. I've been away for a while 'cause I was really down. I live alone and went through unemployment at the beginning of this year. All I could think about everyday was getting out of that misery.
Then, I had a back injury too, in the middle of February, and I couldn't properly walk for a week. I'm saying this 'cause something out of the ordinary happened. After I got a little better and could stand up without feeling much pain, I had a surge of inspiration and made a sequence to the "sleeping in daytime" music video, called "learning how to fly". I had made the song previously and bought the wings prop in January, but my perfectionism kept it on hold 'til I injured my back. I realized that there is no perfect timing, there is just… now. And I felt really happy in that “now”, in that day, recording the video and editing it.
In April, things got better. I finally got a job. The day before I did the interview, I randomly heard a a voice in my head saying: tomorrow is the day.
With so much deception around my life, I was like, “yeah… sure.”
The company liked me right away and I got hired on the spot.
Man, that voice was right. Maybe it was my intuition, maybe it was my spirit guide. Either way, there was something powerful about that and I've been listening to it more. I know now that God didn't abandon me.
I've dragged my busy self here to write in my blog, because I love this project so much, I love music so much and I will say: my love is not perfect.
Because "love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
I know that my love will persevere.
